bluestargirl

I wonder if you could sense how I feel when I look at you, Tilting my head to the side when I smile with you. The way I feel when I listen to you, The anticipation in my stomach right before seeing you. I could hold my breath counting the number of stars I see in your eyes, Stretch my fingertips to graze the surface of your lips, And slowly, tenderly, Fall in love with the way you look at me every time. I sometimes wonder if you could see all this in my eyes, Recognize the feeling of my heart in my voice, Feel the tenderness of my mind lost in translation, A heart wavering like an angel hair in the wind.

you were my sun and i was your moon you promised to never fall too bad you broke in two

i feel like we're nothing more than two ships passing in the darkness not muttering a word to each other but silently letting the other slip away ever so slowly

i'll close my eyes and dream tonight of being in paradise with only you

I wanted to cry out, But the tears stayed away, I wanted to scream, But I chocked on the words, I waited for the sunlight, Waited for that reassurance, That came with sun, But never felt it's warmth, Against my skin, I wished for a rainbow, And a star filled sky, I wished for your love, But only felt cold emotions, I just wished I understood, Why you pushed me so far away, When all I tried to do, Was make you so proud, I waited for your smile, Waited for words of a praise, That came from a loving mother, But never got to hear them, When you forced me away, I just wish I understood, Why I never brought y

It never snowed last December, but it was always there on the horizon. Like a bad dream on the periphery of my vision, a relentless reminder that I don't ever have control over things the way I think I do. The way I want to. Recently, I realized that I feel everything a bit too sharply. The cold. The pain. The nothingness. It's heart wrenching. It's stomach twisting. The minute you were gone, the air in my lungs left too. It's amazing how long you can live without breathing. It's much longer than anyone tends to claim. Truthfully, it's not even the thing I miss anymore. I only miss you. I miss the feelings. I miss anything that isn't the sl

i wish the birds would swoop down and pick me up in their wings to take me right to you i wish i could hold your hand through anything and everything even the eye of a hurricane i wish i could look into your eyes look deep enough to see them sparkle brighter than any star or diamond i wish i could kiss you taste those lips so sweet better than any honey i wish i could hear your heartbeat listen to its rhythm like a steady drum slowly and peacefully lulling me to sleep but no matter how hard i wish stars can't make it come true so i'll settle for meeting you in my dreams

when the world spins, i feel i've let myself down again

i don't need to be tamed; i prefer flying free as a bird i'm just a woman who longs, craves for a man who is wild - enough to run with me.